I sometimes wonder if I weren't myself, if I would like me? Be friends with myself? And I'd like to know how others see me, you know, just to know what it would be like to see myself through someone else's eyes. Because I guess there's just so many things I can't see sometimes, and I wish I could. Like yesterday, Steph told me how "cute" it is when I always raise my eyebrow when I'm about to kiss her. I found that rather funny because I had never noticed, and I still can't. Anyway, I'm not sure whether I'd like myself or not, and if I'd be friends with myself. But I guess by seeing myself through someone else's eyes I'd be able to notice all my mistakes, and try to change, so I could be "perfect". But perfection doesn't exist anyway.

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